Clumsy Chelle

At this point of time I am under a great emotional turbulence. After 3 years, I am again experiencing the agony that crushes every artery and vein in my heart and tortures every lobe in my brain. I’m still on the process of dispensing all the excruciating sensations into one dramatic literature so right now let the lyrics of this song give you a sneak of what I’m going through…

 

“Cry”

by Rihanna

 

I’m not the type to get my heart broken

I’m not the type to get upset and cry

’cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don’t get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

 

[Chorus:]

My mind is gone, I’m spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I’ll drown

I’m losing grip, what’s happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m, in this condition

And I’ve, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

 

Did it happen when we first kissed?

’cause it’s hurting me to let it go

Maybe ’cause we spent so much time

And I know that it’s no more

I should’ve never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I’m sad to see us apart

I didn’t give to you on purpose

Can’t figure out how you stole my heart

 

[Chorus:]

My mind is gone, I’m spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I’ll drown

I’m losing grip, what’s happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m, in this condition

And I’ve, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

 

 

How did I get here with you, I’ll never know?

I never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know

And I won’t let it show

You won’t see me cry

 

[Chorus:]

My mind is gone, I’m spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I’ll drown

I’m losing grip, what’s happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m, in this condition

And I’ve, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

 [x2]

 

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I’m, in this condition

And I’ve, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

 

All my life…

Who cares if I’m being cheesy or whatsoever…

Things happened so swiftly, no ample time given to enjoy each other’s company nor adjust to the unexpected circumstances…

Basta! Thy will be done.

I just want to dedicate this song to someone who instantly, unexpectedly became a significant person in my life…(just disregard the romantic lines)

 

“When You’re Gone”

by Avril Lavigne

 

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I’d need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I’m alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

 

[Chorus]

When you’re gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

 

I’ve never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

 

[Chorus]

When you’re gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

 

 

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

 

[Chorus]

When you’re gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you